The Prince of Peace

Hey all!  This week was much better.  Last week the stress of several things combined with the disappointments from Calle Larga to make writing kind of a mess.  But things are better now!  The week was pretty uneventful but I still have a few updates.

Pichidegua:

I'm going tomorrow!!  Pretty excited, I'll be there from tomorrow morning to Wednesday night, so we'll have some good time there, at least that's the hope.  We need lots of prayers to be able to find Iván and help him and help bring back anyone else we can.  It'll be a good time, and I'll let you all know about it next week!

Calle Larga:

Things still look kind of grim over there.  Got word from Alejandro that the Bolivians (the two woman who were reactivated and Elder Sawyer baptized one of their daughters) stopped going to church because the Bishop wouldn't keep paying their rent... we wanted to be careful and we were pretty sure that they weren't going only for the money because they went to church for the first time since childhood and it was the bishop who offered them instead of them asking, and on top of that they bore really sincere testimony several times, but regardless it seems that they got offended.  There are a few other people we were teaching that it seems they aren't doing too well, so pray for them!  To my knowledge René and Maricarmen are still doing well though so that's the great news.

San Fernando 2:

The baptism was great last week, as I said, and last Sunday we went to their house to give them some health blessings and blessings of comfort because they were going to take their 6 month old son, Jorge, to Santiago to get a dangerous heart operation.  The chances were about 50%, but Angela has a ton of faith.  They didn't have any place to stay there either, but they put everything in God's hands and He provided, the operation went perfectly and they were able to stay at a special free hotel type thing that the hospital has for people who don't have anywhere else to stay.  They came back yesterday and everything is good!  Now we're going to focus on teaching and baptizing their children, who were going to be baptized with Ángela but her husband decided that they weren't ready yet, and we agreed.  In another family, there's convert named Mariana who's little sister told us this week that she wants to be baptized, so we'll be working with her too.  Lots of miracles!

Oh, also, I haven't given a lot of details lately so I've forgotten to mention Fernando, a member from the Guadalupe branch that helps us out a lot.  He's the one who put the picture of the family home evening where they made me the cake on facebook, and he's awesome.  He's a recent convert himself, Elder Edwards (Porter) taught him and helped him get baptized, and now he's already got his papers submitted to go on a mission and he helps us every now and then.  We went to his house Saturday to help him and his Mom paint, which was a good time.  I've learned how to paint pretty well here because I've done it so many times, it's definitely my favorite type of service.  They gave us breakfast and lunch for it, so it was a pretty good deal!

On Sunday we had a little easter program which was a missionary activity.  It turned out pretty well, we had some talks and sang ''He is Risen'', ''I know that my Redeemer Lives'' and ''I Believe in Christ.'' Then we watched the easter video and all the videos about the principles of peace.  The members really enjoyed it so I think it went well.

Speaking of which, it was easter weekend!  Easter weekend is a little different here because everybody is pretty suspicious so they all think it's a huge sin to work any day of the weekend so the entire city is basically closed Friday, Saturday, and Sunday (if only they did that every Sunday) and nobody can eat any meat but fish.  So we had a lot of fish!  It was good fish though.

I really enjoyed this week as an opportunity to remember the last week of the Savior's life.  I gave a talk in church about His last week, and studying and writing the talk during the week was the best thing I've ever done to celebrate easter.  As I've said in a past letter, during my mission the life of the Savior has become a lot more personal to me, and I relate in a lot of ways to the weaknesses of His original apostles.  The kind of love that He shows them in the description of the last supper that John gives is especially touching to me, I don't think I've ever been able to read that part of the scriptures in my mission without tears.  It's a great reminder that God takes us in our weaknesses and in His mercy allows us to do His will.  That He always loves us, that He's proud of us, and that He walks with us every step of the way.  He's infinitely more patient with our mistakes than we are, and with the mistakes of others' as well.  My experience here in Chile is a testimony of how God can change our hearts and make us into His.  All it took for me was to get on the plane, and God took care of the rest.  As I read, I felt an overwhelming gratitude for how He's enabled me throughout this entire process to do His will, how He's changed me and how He's always guided me to the places where I needed to be despite my stubbornness and occasional outright rebellion.  I know that He truly is the Prince of Peace.  I started this week feeling really frustrated, but He helped me feel peace.  We will always have weaknesses, but if we exercise faith in Christ we can have a hope that He will do with our lives that which we cannot, and that He will make us into His, and will enable us to help and love and serve His children along the way.  I know that He lives, and I know that His atoning sacrifice is real.

I love you all!!  I hope you have a great week!  And Happy Easter!

Love

Elder Fox

Baptism

Hey all!

Sorry, this is going to be a really short letter today.

San Fernando 2:

Baptism!!  It went well, we had it Saturday with Guadalupe and Angela was so excited and so happy!  It was awesome.  Some of the elements of the service were a little odd because everyone in San Fernando 2 is really old so the "welcome to the ward" was kind of pathetic and they may or may not have forgotten her name haha but the baptism itself was great.  We went to a nearby apartment after the baptism and had a barbecue with a family that we did a long service for earlier, helping them move.  So that was a great day!

Other than that there wasn't much, we were passing by their house every day to get the baptism ready, and we had several other lessons but nothing of great significance.

Calle Larga:

Something happened there this Sunday.  I'm really confused, don't know what's going on, definitely would appreciate prayers for the people I taught there.  I know Alejandro and the converts are going to be fine though, I'm just frustrated with the members.

Pichidegua:

Elder Villavicencio was set apart this Sunday with the recently reactivated guy I talked about last week as first counselor and my grandson as second counselor.  Exciting stuff!!  Still don't have it fixed whether I'm going to go or not, I'll need to call Elder Villavicencio today to ask him.

And that's all for this week!  Thanks to everyone who sent birthday wishes!  You're all the best and I love you so much!  Shout out to Elder Crane and all the other YSA that apparently sung happy birthday to me in my house!  Have a great week!

Love

Elder Fox

Hastening of the Work

Hey people!

I loved conference.  A ton.  Conference was amazing.  I'll share some thoughts after the weekly update.

Calle Larga:

So, Hermana Evelyn came to eat lunch with us on Wednesday, as was predicted.  She was really excited to tell me all the things going on down there.  She told me that Maricarmen's baptism was amazing, that they had brought gourmet for everyone for the refreshments (the members she lives with put on receptions and other events for a living) and that it was a very special baptism.  She also said that a ton of people when to Nashani's baptism, which was awesome because we were worried nobody would go because she's young and it was at a weird day at a weird time.  So it was a relief to know that both baptisms were a success.  It seems like everything else is going really well there, that the missionaries are working with the members a lot.  Evelyn worked with the missionaries on Tuesday, the day before I talked to her, and was really excited to tell me about several less active and part-member families they found that are really interested and are showing a lot of potential.  So, miracles!  Alejandro also just let me know in an email that René got married and baptized as planned, so that's really happy.  Alejandro's also doing really well, he watched general conference which I was excited about because, as I said earlier, I really loved this conference.

Pichidegua:

The moment has finally arrived when they're going to replace the branch president of Pichidegua with a missionary.  I'm extremely excited about this.  Elder Villavicencio is going to be branch president in Pichidegua for the rest of his mission, which I'm really excited about as well because Elder Villavicencio is exactly what Pichidegua needs, and Elder Skalka (my grandson) and him make a perfect pair.  President Jimenez was a great guy, and one of my good friends in the mission, but because of the distance between him and Pichidegua and his lack of time that branch has been slowly dying.  President Harris is willing to go to great lengths to get the branch on its feet, so he's given Elder Villavicencio freedom to do whatever it takes.  That includes taking me over there on divisions to go talk to the members that have gone inactive since I was there.  YUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.  As you could imagine, I'm extremely excited about this.

Also, good news from the Pichidegua front, the less active that got reactivated right before I left who gave us pie got the Melchizedek Priesthood just a few weeks ago!   Yuuuuuuussssssssssss.

San Fernando 2:

We're having a baptism this Saturday!  It's a woman named Ángela who lives in the campo and is amazing.  Apparently she was atheist before the missionaries were teaching her, but now she has a lot of faith and is reading and praying regularly even though she doesn't know how to read that well.  Her husband is a less active that's returning to activity, but he has a bad smoking habit.  She's really prepared though, so we're excited for this Saturday!

So that's all for the weekly update.  The work here is being pretty hastened as well.

Today was my birthday!  It was a perfect birthday weekend, we watched conference with all the elders in the house that have become my good friends plus Elder Villavicencio and Elder Skalka from Pichidegua and Elder Musselman and Elder Arroyo from Chimbarongo (they're in my district) which was an awesome group.  Then, today, we went to a river higher up in the Andes and barbequed choripanes there.  The sights were absolutely incredible and the choripanes were awesome.  We had fun relaxing y the river and rock-jumping and skipping stones for a while.  It was one of the best p-days of my mission.  Also, the Dodds (a senior couple assigned to help less actives in the district and now Branch President in Chimbarongo as well) came by our house this morning to give me a cake and wish me happy birthday, which was extremely thoughtful.  It was the closest thing I've had to American cake since I've gotten here.

I'll send pictures next week because I probably won't have time here.

Conference!  If I had to peg a theme to the conference, I would probably call it the hastening of the work.  I loved how the talks centered around the necessity of building and maintaining faith, the importance of staying anchored to our hope, and the eternal significance of learning charity.  I especially loved the Priesthood session, that focused on leading in a way that strengthens others.

It's pretty obvious to see, from the things they're discussing in the conference, that the work is seriously hastening.  It's clear that the time of the fan blowing the chaff from the wheat has already begun, and that nothing but true discipleship, consecration, and love is going to keep us to the path that leads us to our Father's presence.  Alejandro sent me an article that I really liked about the changes that we'll probably be seeing in the church, a steady change where we'll start seeing a decrease in hypocrisy, hate, back-biting, evil-speaking, vanity, and pride within the church.  I agree with this theory, as I've already seen it with the kinds of miracles we've been seeing down here.  Those who aren't converted won't stand, and those who are converted will become converted by keeping the commandments of God, especially the incredibly simple requirements of study, prayer, church attendance, temple worship, and genealogy.  We will learn faith, hope, and charity to new degrees, as all of three of those attributes are being tried and tested.  We will put on the armor of light through our obedience to the commandments of God.  Regardless of the chaos of the world around us, as disciples of Christ we will only shine brighter against the opposing darkness as we maintain our hope and our eye single to the glory of God.  Only those who are standing close to the Savior will stay standing.  Then, once we are converted, we will also have the responsibility as Peter had of strengthening our brethren, and lifting others in every way we can through our love for them.

And that's the hastening of the work.

I know that this is all true, and I especially know that President Monson's challenge to us is the single most important thing we can do in this time in order to stand where we need to stand.  I know that Christ lives, that He is the head of this church, and it is only through following Him as His true disciple and servant that we can have happiness and offer that same happiness to others.

I love you all!  And I hope you keep reading the conference talks in the weeks to come!

Love

Final Sprint

Hey all!  This has been a good week, a weird week, but a good one.  I've got news from both of my previous sectors though!  I'll start with Pichidegua

So, last night we were walking home and a car passes and I hear a girl scream "FOX" in a car driving by.  I whipped around and I barely made out a recent convert from Pichidegua (her name is Ignacia) with nearly her entire torso sticking out of the back window as the car pulled the corner and drove off.  She made them stop the car and apparently they just kept going after dropping her off because they just disappeared but she came back to talk to us.  She's doing good, she's about to start her mission papers so that's real exciting.  There's good and bad news about Pichidegua though.  The good news is that the family of 3 we found in Larmahue at the end of my time there that gave us pie that we helped reactivate are still active.  Also, the Peruvian family of 3 that we found in Pataguas is also still active and the Dad is still planning on getting baptized once he can get divorced and married to his current wife.  That was awesome to hear.  The bad news is that the other 2 baptisms that were going to happen fell through, and the Peña family went inactive again, along with Luis and Jessica (the eternal investigators of 4 years that just needed to get married), and worst of all, Iván.  Iván was the member that was reactivated when Porter was there and accompanied us to almost all our lessons.  Looks like he found something in the Book of Mormon that made him doubt.  The good thing though is that I'm in the zone again and I'll find a way to talk to all of them.  Also, Elder Villavicencio just went over there and he's amazing, so there's high hopes for the place.

Calle Larga!  It nearly killed me leaving, and the emotions were more potent than any other place previous.  And, along with that, of course the withdrawals have also been pretty sharp.  That's definitely a part of what made the week weird.  I know that there's an important work here to be done, but I'd give a lot to be there.  The good thing is, though, that I'm in more regular contact with Calle Larga than I've been with any other previous sector.  I've talked to Elder Sawyer a few times on the phone, I talked to Alejandro once, Alejandro and I are writing each other, and it seems like Hermana Evelyn (one of my favorite members on the planet) might come up here this week to eat lunch with us and her mom.  So, I've been keeping in touch.  The best news is that everybody's doing well, Alejandro's doing well, that Nashani and Maricarmen got baptized this weekend right on schedule, and René is right on track to get baptized this Friday.  YUUUS!!  Made me very happy knowing all that.

Here!  Here is great.  It's a larger branch than I thought, with an attendance anywhere between 20 and 50, and a lot of older members.  It's bee great getting to know the members so far though, and the best was meeting Evelyn's mom (same Evelyn mentioned above) when we went to lunch with them on Wednesday.  The branch President is awesome, and they have branch counsel every week which is incredible.  We have some investigators that are going to be baptized sometime soon, but other than them we don't have much else going on.  We're going to be working a lot with less actives, most likely.  There's a good portion of city but also a good portion of gorgeous fields.  Everything about the fields reminds me of Hospital, including the smell, so that definitely lifted my spirits every time we went there.  There's another village in our sector called Puente Negra which is right up close to the Andes and it's incredible.  The Andes are incredible and I had never been that close. 

My comp is also great!  He's from Uruguay, and he was in my zone a few changes ago so we already knew each other pretty well.  He's easy to get along with and we've had a fun time so far.  I'll send a picture of us and a few of our sector in another email!

I had more thoughts but I'm out of time, more details of everything next week!  I love you all!  Have a great week!

Love

Elder Fo

Like a comet thrown from orbit

Hey all!  The changes came this Saturday, and as we had imagined, it's time for me to leave Calle Larga to go to my last sector in the mission.  Just for a warning, this letter is probably going to be ridiculously sentimental because saying goodbye has honestly gotten exponentially worse every time I leave a place haha you'll probably laugh because I always say that sectors I leave have more impact on me than any other past one, but that's just because my sectors keep impacting me more and more!

Anywho, I'm going back to San Fernando, the zone that Pichidegua's in.  I'm going to be in the branch San Fernando 2, another branch that has a weekly attendance of around 16.  So, a pesar de todo, I'm pretty dang pumped!  It's only right that I finish off in another tiny branch, I've come to like that kind of missionary work a lot.  I'll be a district leader, which I'm also really excited for because with what I've learned as a zone leader I'll be able to do a much better job as a leader of less missionaries.  In my district is Elder Musselman, who was in my district my last change of Pichidegua before I came here and is still there in the same sector.  He is one of my favorite people ever, so I'm pretty excited.  My comp is going to be Elder Figueroa from Uraguay, he was in our zone last change.  So it should be good!  I'm going to live in a house with 6 elders, which is a little nuts, but I hope it'll all be good.  I'll live with Elder Monja, which is another good friend from the Pichidegua days and is now one of the zone leaders.

The morning before the changes, Elder Covey and Elder Sawyer randomly started singing the song from Wicked that the subject of the email is based on, and I realized that I had heard the song hundreds of times but had never really paid attention to the words.  The song has been running through my mind a lot while saying goodbye, because there have been a lot of people here who have completely changed my life course.  Elder Mendez, my first comp here, has helped me to change like probably no other comp.  Elder Covey is probably my best friend in the mission, and has helped me a ton through his example.  Elder Sawyer has been an awesome comp, and we'll be studying in BYU together so we'll be seeing each other.  There are members here unlike any member I've met in Chile, including Hna. Evelyn and her husband, which I'm not sure I've mentioned.  They're a married couple (about 60 years old) who just got sealed while I was here, and they're the most consecrated members I've ever met.  They're the kind of people who really just ''get it'' and there aren't a lot of people like that here.  We made really good friends, and saying goodbye to them was especially rough.  By working together we'd become really close.  And then, of course, there's Alejandro.  He's taught me more than any other single person on my mission, and I will always be amazed at the transformation that he went through while I was here.  He bore his testimony last night to us, telling us about how when I got here he was still saying that he didn't believe in God.  He talked about the experience that he had when he figured out that Jesus Christ was real, and that He lived, and bore his testimony that He knows that He lives.  Alejandro told me in one of our early lessons that reading the scriptures didn't do anything for him and he never felt anything, and recently, in the last 7 weeks he's read the Book of Mormon, the Doctrine and Covenants, and the Pearl of Great Price with the entire institute manual of each one while underlining and writing side notes.  He has taught me about being a leader and teacher like no one except my parents have before.  I've definitely changed a lot for having known him.

We were able to build confidence with this ward in a way that I've never seen with any other of my wards.  It was hard to bear my last testimony to them on Sunday, but I hope that I'll see them all again.

I've been privileged to see so many miracles here they're hard to count.  I've watched Kati, Roberto, the Suarez-Ramos family, the Echevería family, Lorena and Dixi, Alejandro, Jaime Benvenuto, Jaime Rojas, Edita and her kid, and the Ibarra family start coming back to church.  Rosa Machuca came to church for the first time in years yesterday along with her soon-to-be-husband and kid that are going to be baptized next Saturday.  Nashani, the kid of Lorena and Dixi, is going to be baptized this Friday.  Maricarmen is also going to be baptized this Saturday.  A family of 5 that's friends with Alejandro are extremely interested in the church and should get baptized in the coming months, and Rut Ibarra's 4 sons should be getting baptized in the coming months as well.  

And the most miraculous thing is that Elder Sawyer and I don't feel like we've done anything different this change than any of the other changes of our mission, other than working with Alejandro all day every day (which actually is responsible for a lot of the success) but we didn't have to kill ourselves working or do anything outside of the normal.  We've made so many mistakes that we couldn't count them, and the only real explanation behind everything is just that God filled the font.  I've had many, many examples in my mission of God giving us miracles in our weakness, and my testimony is constantly reaffirmed that God fills the font.  Between the sickness, and the fires, and the fainting, and all the other garbage that continually happened, God gave us a ton of miracles.  So, it's been an awesome few months, and I'll definitely always look back on this time as some of the most incredible months of my life.

So, I'll be back here to visit!  But for now, I'm out of time.  I love you all a ton!  Have a great week!

Love

Elder Fox

All is well

Hey all!  Sadly, I'm really pressed for time right now, but we had a great week!  Everything is progressing pretty well, and we found 10 new investigators!  That's definitely a personal record for my mission so far.  5 of them were a family that Alejandro has known for a long time from work.  The Dad had recently died, so we taught the plan of salvation and repentance and it was an incredible lesson.  They're very receptive, and they're probably going to progress really well.

All the people who are going to be baptized soon are progressing really well.  I don't think I've met anyone who's had as sincere of a change of heart as Maricarman has had (did that make any sense at all?) but I'm really grateful I was able to see her pass through this entire process.  The people who have helped her the most are the members she's living with, bless their hearts, but she truly is a real convert.  So, we're excited :)  René is also doing extremely well, he went to church again and is still just as excited as ever to get baptized.  He's one of those people who just ''gets'' it, without us teaching him a lot he already understands things that some members never understand in their lifetime.  He'll get married next week and then baptized on the first of April.  Nashani is also doing well, but she's 9, so it's obviously a little different.  She's excited though!

The sad news is, that's probably all I have time to write today.  Sorry all!  I'll write about this week in my journal to maybe try to fit in a longer email next week since typing is way faster than trying to think about what I'm going to say and make it sound good and understandable.  Anywho, life is good!  I hope you all have a great week!  I love you all!

Love

Elder Fox

D&C 4

Hey everybody!

This week was pretty good, not a lot of news but everything keeps on keeping on!  Patricia's not doing too well though so we definitely need lots of prayers for her.  It was a really busy week though, and an ultra-busy weekend, so I'm left feeling really beat and it kind of hurts to keep my eyes open haha but I'll try my best to give you all an update!

So, starting with Patricia, we went to her house on Tuesday and the good news is that she still has her son!  So that's the good news.  However, when we went, she started fighting a lot with her mom right there, and this time it got pretty bad.  It's not the first time this has happened, but they have a pretty up and down relationship and her mom is actually mentally ill which definitely doesn't help things.  At the end of the lesson though, everything was a lot better.  We were pretty clear with both of them and we talked about how the gospel is supposed to change people and families, and if it's not making a change, then you need to commit yourself.  Lately the problem there is that she tells us that she wants to be baptized a lot but then doesn't show much of the desire later in the week, and we think she says different things to everyone.  So we're hoping for a miracle and that we can help her to be really dedicated.  Her baptismal date fell through because she didn't go to church this week, because she still hasn't gone to church all 3 hours and now investigators need to go all 3 hours at least twice and have gone to sacrament meeting at least 3 times, which is a good rule.  But anyway, lots of prayers for her and her family!

Rosa and René are doing really well, we talked about repentance and baptism with René the other day and put a date for April 1st so we're super excited!  He went to church yesterday with his son, but Rosa didn't go.  We think she was nervous about seeing the stake President again because of all the garbage that went down a few years ago, and the stake President comes to our ward every fast Sunday because it's his home ward.

Maricarmen is doing pretty well too, we went there the other day and we were going to teach the Restoration, but we ended up having to fix something that was said during church that worried her a bit.  But now, all is well!

We also found a lot of new investigators this week!  One of the stories is actually pretty miraculous, we had done this contact a few days earlier in a park where we talked to a young couple with their baby daughter.  They seemed to have a lot of faith, but no religion in particular, which is really surprising to see here.  They were interested and we set an appointment with them.  But when the day came, we had a hard time finding their house.  We ended up knocking on this one door, and an older lady came out who didn't know the people we were looking for at all, but we asked her if she would like to hear our message and she let us in.  We went in and taught her and 3 of her grandchildren a quick lesson (we still wanted to find the original people we were looking for) and set another appointment to come back.  When we came back, it turns out that the daughter of the woman we talked to and the mother of the 3 kids is already a member, but none of her kids are.  She told us the story of how she got baptized, but didn't want to tell us at first why she left.  She talked about how she was constantly suffering from panic attacks and changes in her blood pressure, and we offered her a blessing.  Sadly, right when we did, she was too weak to do anything and had to lie down, so we came back a few hours later to give her a blessing.  When we got there she was literally trembling, and then I had the chance to give her a blessing of health.  I felt the unique impression to tell her that it was God's will that she recover fully and completely, and promised her that she would as she exercised her faith.  After the blessing she stopped trembling and was a lot calmer, and then started to tell us everything that had been going on.  It turns out that the only reason she stopped going to church is because of a mentally and emotionally abusive partner that she's been with for years now.  And he is also the reason for her constant anxiety and nervous breakdowns.  We helped her know, fairly directly, that what he was doing to her wasn't good, and promised her that as she started reading the Book of Mormon again and praying that God would help her make any decision she has to make.

Also, we ended up finding the two people we were originally looking for, and they were great!  But then we went back for a return appointment and the girl told us that her partner had been partying a few nights ago has been drunk since then and she got made at him and hadn't seen him for a few days.  We then went to go find him at his Dad's house to talk to him directly, but he was sleeping.  So more details on that story later.

We also had zone conference on Friday!  It was an amazing conference, probably one of the best I've ever been to.  The focus was on Repentance, the Plan of Salvation, and becoming a consecrated missionary.  It was soo good!  I had never thought exactly about what heart, might, mind, and strength meant individually, but understanding exactly what God is asking us to give in that verse opened my eyes a lot as to how to really become consecrated.  So good stuff!

Alright so that was my week!  I love you all!  Hope you have a good one!

Love

Elder Fox